annyeong haseyo.it has been a long time since i last update on my blog.so called long.haha.i'm left with 2 more days to get my n level result & for sure that scares me a lot.my mum said it's alright as sha has seen how i work hard for it.i tell you i cried when my mum said that but i just couldn't confess all my feelings to her & i don't know why but i really can't.i intend to cry alone more.when i said,a flashback about jaebeom left is quite similar.now i know why he wants to go back to seattle instead of staying in korea & get hurt.it really hurts his pride because sooner, he will cried.when he wanted to cry,he don't intend to show anyone that he cried as it will make others worry about him so much & that will bring a lot of burden so he made the hardest & heaviest decision to go back.huhu.i'm crying now.i'm writing this while listening to my new blog songs.currently having a super huge crush on ft island.so sorry,now my blog songs is fill with their songs only.their songs smoothen my numb heart & it's beating again now.(whatever syifa)haha.

ok.before i continue anything,i just wish that jaebeom will come back to 2pm as soon as everything seems to fine for jaebeom to go back.oh yes! you guys must listen to my playlist till the end arrachi?SAY! arraseo!hoho.let's continue now.so where was i?oh,sis called home finally.so,i was telling everything about my doings.she laughed so loud till her partner told to soften her voice.haha.my sis!aigoo~ she's going to Korea soon.oh yes! my cd(s),my pig-rabbit,my clothes,my sneakers.oh yes yes yes! sis gonna buy lots of stuff from there & i'm so excited~ (JunHo's style of saying).haha.mi gosh! now the blog gonna restart again so it means missing you by ft island gonna play.i always cry at the song.i like how hongki sang the part missing you.you can feel the pain.huhu~ baby,don't cry.i'm here for you next year ok?hehe.anybody going to meet them next year.i hope i can get the money on time yeah!hehe.