i don't understand.is my imagination playing with me?i don't know what am i thinking?only aini & zubaidah knows what i'm saying.today was superb except during mt paper,i was the only girl sitting at the back while the rest were sitting at the front but fun alright.i don't know arif and fahmy can be so crazy coz i always thought they were 'guai' in class one.haha.but they did make stupid jokes mcm org bodoh gitu.haha.

recess was ok except when i wanna finish my food,i was about to vommit already.told ya,i'm still sick but you all saw that i'm ok,fine.it's becoz i don't wanna show my face that i'm sick.well,i went back class and saw the guys were playing poker cards.alah,all papapapapapapapaPokerFace!haha.then paper 2 starts.i was doing engrossly.then left with half and hours time,i slept.woke up,i got a no.1 mark on my forehead.funny sia!ok.then went canteen met aini and zubaidah then went off to my house while fayy waited for me under my block.while waiting for the lift we were saying about this bitch.i told them what my sister made a message for her.here it goes.

you're a bitch from this group called P*nt*t!

you're a great and most flirtish pornstar bitch in GSS :D

and that's more like it.keep on bitching & flirting,babe :D

F.A.S was laughing out super loud.and we even said it abit more louder when we were in the lift.dgr tk girl?klau dgr,BAGOS!sedar diri lah wey.haha.bitchbitchbitchbitchbitch :D then we went to fajar mcd and studied till 6pm.we talked about what we've gone through all this years.yes,we're getting apart.don't mention about Boo too.i don't even know wether he is still exist or not.i can't even count how long we've not talk.so what i walked pass him,there isn't any hibye.

good isn't it?oh yeah!did i told you about my freaking fringe that mom cut it yesterday?grrr!i'm super pissed off by the bangs she cut.it is super short and not straight.so from now on,i'll clip up my fringe.wait till it grows a lil more longer then i let it down.haha.and i'm not in love anymore.i had enough.bye,my love.till we meet again!

i cried

day and night

do you know how it feels like to be so alone

without your love ones beside you

without your family comforting

with them ignored

i cried

day and night

do you know how it feel like keeping yourself

from telling a person

that you love him so much

do you know how it feels loosing bestfriends

do you even know how i cried for you

do you know i cried in pain

i slash

i shout

i cry

i throw my stuffs

i kill myself

everyday

day and night

do you even know?