why do you get angry when i slash my wrist?i thought you don't care about me already!

so,today woke up at 5am just to do a quick revision on all the physics formulas which Ms Kuah force we all to memorise for the test just now.she gave the paper and all gave her blanks so she gave us a re-test which i can guarantee 100% pass alright.haha.today's english was fun but i forgotten to finish Mr Rozells summary homework so end up have to do it after physics test just now,so by 4pm i've done my homework and rushed up to the teacher's office hoping that he's around so i could pass him the summary in the end after searching high-low of the whole school,i end up handed the summary to shannon yap to put on his table,thanx!

bfore that i don't want to say much but i was pissed off,alright?PERIOD!then,went home at 5pm with aini while the rest continue to study.along the way, we talk and joke.reached home,i went straight to the toilet and vomit.wait!i havent finish saying about what happen in school.haha. some people saw my pale face today,hawa,atik,azurah,sameen,atikah(thanx! for the oilment),aini and classmates and ms kuah.i almost fainted after the 2.4km.i didn't told teacher about my bad headache so i just kept quiet and just ran but when i was about to reach the final end,i'm out of breath and i felt like fainting so i walked and end up fail by 2mins.recess,i cried like bloody hell to let out the stupid headache's pain.thanx hillary for comforting me and make stupid jokes.YOU ARH!haha.then thanx hui xian for the panadol and your stupid jokes.love you sister (:

don't want to elaborate much.i don't know why but i just keep vommiting & having bad headache for a week already.i'm too stress.i slash my wrist.what will i do next?i don't know.SOS!someone help me.i asked Riena just now,if i were to die later,what do you feel?i will ask this question to all my close friends and i want to hear their respond.it is just a random question.



if i were to die one day,what do you feel?TAG!TAG!TAG!