it is 2.03am in the morning and i've yet gone to sleep.i kept myself in the room since 6pm coz i don't feel good.my head starts to spin like there's lots of construction sites noises making in my brain.i vomitted alot of time.i cried for how long i couldn't even count.what's happening to syifa?you guess,readers?I'M SICK!and over what?over everything in my life.

i miss GSB
i miss clarinet(boyfriend)!
i miss seniors
i miss juniors
i miss Mr Yeo
i miss Miss Leong
i miss Mr Koh
and so the lady tchers
i miss band gangs
i miss speech day 2007 2008 & 2009
i miss SYF 2007 & 2009
i miss SIBF 2008
and i miss everything in Band

I'M GONNA MISS F.A.S.H.Z
i'm gonna miss Boo
i'm gonna The Talls
and i'm gonna miss my great companions
i'm gonna miss my best joker
i'm gonna miss my life saver
i'm gonna miss everything that brightens my life and makes my day

there's so much things going on in my brain.now it's april.i'm taking my first paper in june while the rest idk.i have promise my tchers,friends and family that i'm going to sec5 and continue my journey with the band.ILOVEGSB!hiphipHOORAYYYYYYYYYY.

still sick.who can cure me?
i hate medicines.and there's only one person who can force me to eat.guess who?