HELP ME! DON'T LEAVE ME,WILL YA?

i think i'm just too stupid to did this to my wrist.i'm so sorry my friends,i think this is the only way i could release all my stress at home.with mom pressure me to keep on study and nagnagnag,dad with keep scolding me why i like this why i like that why don't want to study.OH! just get a life people,can't i just have a little break?or you want me to die out of squeezing my brain juice out and keep study?argh!why you people don't even think of how i feel.those who used to listen to my problems are no longer here and stay with me.if you're gonna say i'm not alone then proof it to me that i'm really not alone and you're here and listen to my sorrows.

i told Riena about this otp and she asked me wether is it pain or not and i said the pain at this hand doesn't hurt like how i'm feeling right now.i know people didn't see me smile and hyper like last time anymore,now i'm more hot-temper and very open in what i said.i'm sorry for hurting anyone with my words.Riena was crying otp and begging not to do this anymore as she really wants me to be happy.she said this,"there are friends but when you in trouble those who stays are your TRUE friends!i'm here for you,darla".ok eventhought i just knew her for a month and now she's like a part of my life and thanks.

well today went to school with a heavy headache and pale face.i bought soya bean so my face will look more alive.then reach school & waited for aini and off to the hall.assembly then mr koh's turn to speak and the story he shared really makes me cry but i didn't show larh later paiseyy siol.then had english lesson and i failed the paper by 3marks siol,argh!then mt was so-so.physics was fun today,we have jokes and we will be having test on all the formulas we've learnt since sec 3 and it will be on wednesday.aiya!recess was alright.then had geography lesson and i was abit late.got back ECT paper too and i failed by 4marks.WAHLAO!fed-up siol.but congrats to ekyn as she managed to get top for the paper.you see i know you can do it! :D akusayangkau siol.then maths was okay but i couldn't concentrate as the class is way too noisy and my headache starts to create a scene again.SS was worst,i didn't do anything except letting my head rest on the table as the headache is getting worst and mroe worst like feel want to cry but i held it.

break,ate chicken steak then went aini's class to calm myself and thanks to her for helping me bring my back from the first floor till the remedial class.i took my time walking up the stairs with that headache keep banging my head and i was late by 4mins.it was alright,we learnt how to write a better summary as my summary was like WTF!?then remedial ends and i went straight to the canteen and did my maths,thanks to Mdm Hia,Anifani,Hillary,Afiq,Darren,Zubaidah and Fay for helping me in my maths.appreciate much! (:

then me and anifani went home tgt with afiq and vannessa as my headache is really getting on my nerves.then me and anifani went bangkit bought donuts YUM! and we went homed.so HOMED,changed clothes and played awhile with my two niece and Qafi.he's really cute i tell you!haha.ok now i want to bathe then do my revision.i think i end here.

i want my previous life back where i didn't do any stupid stuff.