valentine's day is in 4days time.i'm gonna spend my valentine's day having band exchange.i don't know what happen to us now ex.you're quite demanding and you're still the same.please don't force me to come back to you with this attitude of yours.enough burdens you gave which i tolerate quite a long time.please let me off,i beg you.find someone better than me.i'm not that SYIFA you love last time.i'm no longer sweet as you think.i'm no longer soft-hearted like last time.i've changed like some others said which i have to bear,whatever!
i'm having a hard time catching up with maths.i really can't.i want to pass like others does.this is so pathetic.i'm trying hard to get everything into hand but my brain just seems to be not working seriously.i want BOO to help but like some knows him,you can see how busy he is.went home like 6plus which sorry to say TOO LATE.DIE! is the word i'm using now.this is terrible.today had my maths mock test and i can't even answer even a single thing.i felt like crying at that time but those tears seems that it can't flow down.it's totally dry.i've had enough crying.today i did the most stupid thing which was slashing ABIT only of my upper wrist.i did it on purpose to release stress.WEIRD??ya and i don't know why i did that.i don't want to tell BOO later he'll be super uber duber dissapointed and angry at me as i've kept my promise to not slash my CUTE? hand.gosh! if you happen to read my blog,BOO.please don't angry with me ok?i'm sorry.i wanted to say just now in msn but i don't have the courage to say as i don't to add more burden to you.you told me about those rumours.let me tell you those who spread the rumours are the fucking asshole that wants their pussy loose.pathetic me?how about you idiots?think carefully,what will you get if you spread rumours?FAME?ATTRACTION?POPULAR?

i love you.