i've nothing to update.i was abit down this few days.i've lost my best closest friend.he passed away yesterday after coughing too much blood.the last time he called me was when i was having my mock maths test.i cried when he cough otp.i heard him cough(a bad cough).the last words he said to me was to take care of myself,don't be a naughty girl and don't care what people might think of my attitude.he told me this last few sentence before i last heard him called me."you don't have to change your attitude just because of people's hate your attitude.attitude do change it's natural.if they think they can't handle it,don't care.go on with your life.SYIFA!i'm gonna miss you alot bby friend.buhbyes."
after mock test ends that saturday,i cried.some of my classmates saw it and comfort me.thanx guys plus hui xian.all memories we spent past years has been a pleasure for me to have you as my bestfriend.until now i feel guilty as i don't get to see you for the last time.i miss your face and everything.my encourager,advicer,joker,boyfriend since we were kids.i miss your advices and those encouraging words that helps me go through ups and downs in my life.now without you,could i move on?there's no more listening ear?i can't go on like that.you don't tell me you were infected by those sickness.everytime you sick,you'll tell me you're ok.but now...it's all over.i miss you boyfriend=bestfriend.have a safe life in another world.may god bless you.i love you )=

don't ask me what happen to me this days.all questions has been answered above.basically today did CNY concert.the singing was BEST SKALI but abit mistakes.natural k?salihan was good but only his hand shaking awhile(nervous) larh.first time mah.then sat in the canteen have some TALKING SESSION.Boo waited for me for half an hour i think(A BIG SORRY!).the muzixallicious went to the umbrella place and want to continue but then felt sorry for Boo so i told them i go home first.so me and Boo went home,benedict and this cutey girl waited for the blublur Boo at the gate and we all went home together.on the way,the girls kept beating the guys.reach bangkit lrt,Boo and the rest took lrt while i just took the lift then reached home liao.hahahaha.homed,bathe changed then bestfriend's family came.last time me,bestfriend and his bro would share our problems.now,left his brother i'll sercured his name as Ari.he cried too.so just now in my room was crying session.Uncle Naz(bf's father) came in comfort both of us.then went to sleep,me and Ari woke up at 7.30pm.i bathe again as the weather is so hot then use comp till now.currently Ari browsing our childhood photos and some videos we took last time.parents talking to uncle and aunty,niece sleeping,bro using another comp and sis still working.hahaha.Ari tonning my house today and will be going home on sunday as his parents will be going to Jakarta to settle something there.

currently chatting with my BOOs(tt Boo and nic Boo).tk style k?tk show off mcm kau k?
ok done.daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

chaosinchi
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