hey yeah..today i don't want to say abt what happen.i'm just gonna let out everything i've felt all this long.
first of all,if you guys out there who find me annoying,come and say.don't just hide yourself behind your ASS screen.since the first day of school,i don't feel anymore 'friends' love.anyone understand?let's continue.well what was i saying,me and one my friend name secured as china doll told me this,"we're drifting away,do you feel it?".frankly speaking i should tell you babe,i no need to feel that but i can SEE that.it's obvious we're drifting away further and further away.i tell you even our little small problem can break abit of some hearts what about a bigger problems.just one push of strong winds,all the friendships we build will come to an end.everytime i want to share something to you it doesn't seems to work.why would i?so what you say you understand but from your face i know you look blur.same goes for china doll,she wants to share her problem but everytime she changed her mind by not telling her friends about her problems because you all don't understand those problems and you have nvr gone through it.the best solution that she made was to tell me.sometimes she cried all of you don't even gave a thought.i do cried sometimes seeng her in this misery kinda of situation.what do you know?you can say i'm selfish for scolding HER,sarcastic with HER.i thought by doing that you know wha problem is in fact NO!ok.not even a single signal of it you understand.how am i going to tell you every problem i had.i tried to tell but you see for yourself babe,you don't even gave me your fullest attention.
i tried to cheer myself up by just laughing at china doll's stupid jokes.i tried to forget those misery behind me.you can say i change but no offence,you don't understand me.you don't even ask me why i change?do i have any problems? but you just me gave those faces that just make me more into my misery.you can say whatever you like about me.you want to ignore,sure.i just need to be alone.i'm tired of this small little baby 'fights'.you don't want us to fight but you see for yourself everybody are ignoring each other.you don't think so?be more observant then.
what do you think of me?
what things that i do that makes you angry?
give me 10reason why should i be more reasonable?
do you know what's my problem?
do you care about my feelings?
do you understand me?
why so i have mood-swing lately,do you know?
what happen to me lately,do you know?
answer this question to yourself.
first of all,if you guys out there who find me annoying,come and say.don't just hide yourself behind your ASS screen.since the first day of school,i don't feel anymore 'friends' love.anyone understand?let's continue.well what was i saying,me and one my friend name secured as china doll told me this,"we're drifting away,do you feel it?".frankly speaking i should tell you babe,i no need to feel that but i can SEE that.it's obvious we're drifting away further and further away.i tell you even our little small problem can break abit of some hearts what about a bigger problems.just one push of strong winds,all the friendships we build will come to an end.everytime i want to share something to you it doesn't seems to work.why would i?so what you say you understand but from your face i know you look blur.same goes for china doll,she wants to share her problem but everytime she changed her mind by not telling her friends about her problems because you all don't understand those problems and you have nvr gone through it.the best solution that she made was to tell me.sometimes she cried all of you don't even gave a thought.i do cried sometimes seeng her in this misery kinda of situation.what do you know?you can say i'm selfish for scolding HER,sarcastic with HER.i thought by doing that you know wha problem is in fact NO!ok.not even a single signal of it you understand.how am i going to tell you every problem i had.i tried to tell but you see for yourself babe,you don't even gave me your fullest attention.
i tried to cheer myself up by just laughing at china doll's stupid jokes.i tried to forget those misery behind me.you can say i change but no offence,you don't understand me.you don't even ask me why i change?do i have any problems? but you just me gave those faces that just make me more into my misery.you can say whatever you like about me.you want to ignore,sure.i just need to be alone.i'm tired of this small little baby 'fights'.you don't want us to fight but you see for yourself everybody are ignoring each other.you don't think so?be more observant then.
what do you think of me?
what things that i do that makes you angry?
give me 10reason why should i be more reasonable?
do you know what's my problem?
do you care about my feelings?
do you understand me?
why so i have mood-swing lately,do you know?
what happen to me lately,do you know?
answer this question to yourself.
posted by Syifa at
7:38 PM
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