wei heloh bitches & tk machos out there reading my blog. i'm super tired after rehearsal just now at school for this coming friday sec one orientation.so what happens today?today woke up at 6.30am bathe & get change for band practise & so called rehearsal.we're abit late because i delay the time.so sorry!i sleepy ok.yesterday slept at 2am(can't sleep).so otp with babydar erin.funfunfun! actually my mind is blank.i don't know what to say in my blog.but i have ??? in my brain.i keep asking am i stress?

i've been scolding people for nothing.i've been unreasonable to people nowadays. i won't give people a second chance.am i that bad?parents keep forcing me here & there.everybody in this house pressure me.no one understand me?who can?everytime i wanna tell something,they will make joke out of it.i've no one for me to spill out all my problems.life is just sucks isn't it?why don't GOD let me be the first to die in this house?too much burden i've been carrying for all my 15 years of life.but there will always be someone somehow makes me stop thinking that i'm stress and that's you babybear.when there's you, i'm stress-free but when you're gone i die.
leave me in darkness,oh gosh!what am i crapping? dhdh sedih hidop lamer.syifa can change knkn? great! a new SYIFA will come to GSS with a new hope fill of successes?my goal for 2009!gtg now.buhbyes dearest bitches & anjing pala buto tk sedar diri!

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