i'm so pissed off today. one by one makes me angry. can't i just r.i.p? wouldn't it be the best for all of you to see me die asap. can't wait? *rolling eyes*

f.y.i i wish to die earlier but fate doesn't met. so get your ass of me & m.y.o.b. leave me alone.
i don't need people like you all. what are friends for? to share burdens..ups and downs tgt but you all don't. & to BIE you think it's easy for me to forgive you after what you did to me? you think i want to go back to you with your attitude now? you think i'm cheap enough no feelings and just come back to you like one SNAP! you think i can be like last time? it's all FUCKING NO!
i don't need a companion like you. i don't need problematic guy like you. you're just SICK! so sick that i can't take it anymore.

you told me you won't make me angry & blablabla. wanna know what? IT'S ALL BULLSHIT!
get you fucking ass off me! as for BOO! i don't know what happen to you lately. it seems that you quieten down all your problems to yourself. you won't utter any of your problems to me. i told every problems i had & you helped. but in return you nvr tell me your problems & you make me feel that i'm helpless(no use). what is syifa for? JUST your talking partner? or your friend you can dump aside and make her helpless? so you want SYIFA shut up and ignore your problems? or you want her to be your FRIEND whom you can share your burdens with? choose wisely. and for the rest, i seriously can't take your nonsence anymore.FUCK OFF!

i'm sick peoples. whole body aching, lips swollen & bleeds, cough came out blood. seriously SICK here. i can't take it anymore. isn't it worse than DIE? well let me!