today,bought these two books.one of them i bought it for zubaidah.i own JUST SAY YES.i will be reading it later,cool or what.hahaha! well today's elective module was awesome learning abt profits and losses.but when it comes to proposal,i can't do anything.it is hard for me.i want to cry but there wasn't anyone to hear my cry.i try to contol my anger but it doesn't work at all.i thought i can control my anger but no,i can't! fought wif mama,stress over result..stress over this shit proposal.i think i'm not coming tmr.holly shit ok!

mama,can u stop shouting at my ears.do you think i'm not hurt wif what you say?binatang?i'm an animal to you izit?am i the one makes you got so many problems.yes what papa said was true...all you think is your status! you're ashamed that you have a stupid bloody daughter izit,you can tell me.i have really tried my best to change even my friends give me chances & help me to change into a better person.but what you did was just scold me & even called me a binatang.what is dat suppose to be.i'm hurt.....no one can cure it.try hard guys to cure me...it takes time...i'm deeply hurt by your remarks mama.

syifa