today i shall make a final decision shud i get out of this group..coz i noe i'm imperfect..i make so much mistake & i don't want to repeat it! you all wanna what i've felt all this while abt myself in the group? i tell you.

from the starting i felt that i'm not fit to be in this group.i'm imperfect.most of the time i'm the always one to make lots of mistakes.i felt ashamed to find that i will the one who always makes mistakes.i almost cause a big chaos in this group.

just this year..we as a group almost break apart.& all bcoz of me.i noe.u all have been tolerating & patience with my attitude.i told you all.i'm imperfect.i'm not fit to be in this group! i'm an idiotic..dumbass...i hate myself..i don't wanna be like this..i don't ask to be like this..u don't noe what happen to me.i don't wanna tell my problems to every single one of you.i find myself ashamed if i tell you all my problems...i have my prides...aku ada maruah..yes! sometimes i cried.Everytime..we smiles & jokes together..deep inside my heart..i felt that i'm useless..i have nvr did anything right...all this while..i've been creating problems after problems...i think it's time for me to redeem myself by getting out of the group.that shall end my post today.