hey baby readers!
i'm back..well i'm a bit sad bcoz i've lost my childhood friend.
well he was suffering from leukemia..& i don't know dat.He kept his sickness from me..
at first i hate him...& i was angry at him
when i got a call last last nite..i got to know that he was in the last stage..& he is dying soon at any time..so i rudh to the hospital & when i reach the ward..i got to hearde something from him..
all this while he was trying to say to me that he loves me so much but he couldn't as he realised that he was ill & can't live any longer..so at his last breath i got the chance to say to him..all this while i want to say i love you to him but didn't got the chance..
so dat day i say everyhting from the bottom of my heart...
this is our last conversation:-

Rauf:baby!i'm sorry.i can't live any longer.this is our last meeting.all this while all i want do is taking care of you & love you all my heart but coudn't as i realised that i can't live any longer.

Syifa:ohh!don't say sorry yet.i myself all this while i want to do is taking care of you & love you all my life but didn't get a chance to.I'm sorry.

so..after conversation.he gave me a last kiss on my cheek.i cried.i wonder will i get this feeling ever again.i kiss his forehead & cheek.i hug him for the last time..i cried,then he wipe my tears.So at that time it was 2am..he say goodbye & kiss me again on the forehead & died.

I WISH I COUND HAVE THIS FEELING EVER AGAIN...

IN THE MEMORY OF RAUF

12Nov92-30May08

I LOVE U,RAUF