hate my life so much!!!!arghhhhhhh

why my life have to be like this??
people around me have hurt me so much??why??
is it because of my behaviour changed??or was it you people got problem??
I just CAN"T tolerate this anymore...

LIFE is so unfair...
or is it me who just can't give a chance for myself to change??


what must i do to make my self change??
listen to your nonsence??
listen to your advices??
it won't just work...
i can't tolerate this anymore...
no more no more...
it hurts me so much..
i'm too depressed
i'm too stress
why can't you people understand me??
is it so hard for you to understand me...ha??
i don't wanna do this anymore...
you people thought that by seeing me smiling and joke around means that i'm happy..
to be the truth it is not...
no..no..no..
my life is full of sorrowness&sadness
u have not seen me in my real life..
u won't understand me by saying..
u will understand me by seeing me...
come nearer..n u will know me well...

with love
syifa